Monday, 6 August 2007

Gone - July 30th 2007

Well, I am back, and not with anything happy to say. I do not know if in an old post I mentioned Harvey. He was my dog and my best friend.

He died a week ago today. He was very ill and weak, and so he has passed on.

The last week has passed in a haze of misery, boredom and a lack of persona to talk to about it. Hence me returing here. Now, I do not intend to go on about it. As I doubt anybody reads this. Especially since it has been 5 months since i last posted.

Whilst my whole family has been pretty cut up about the whole situation. They have had someone to talk to, to cry with and to hug. I do not feel comfortabe enough with anyone (not even the family) to let it all out and get things off my chest. This has greatly effected me, I have avoided the house as much as possible, as every moment spent here is another moment of misery.

This is more than just losing a pet. This is losing the one person (I use person for want of a better word) I could sit down next to, hug, talk to and always brought a smile to my face. I will miss him like brother. 14 years that will be missed

To Harvey, the best dog and friend I ever had. Though his body may have passed, the spirit and the memories will stay with me forever.

4 comments:

Sophie said...

Aww so sorry to hear about your dog!
I am really fond of my cat and would feel the same if something happened to him. The last few times I've had to go to the vet I've seen people crying their eyes out because they'd had to have their pets put to sleep.
People say "he/she's only a pet" but they don't know what it feels like.

Sophie said...

Hope you feel better soon.
Why not start again with a new pet?

John said...

Thanks for visiting my blog and leaving a nice comment.

Dragonstar said...

I'm with John - it's good of you to leave a nice comment. So many drop in and leave without a word, so thanks for saying hello.

I hope you come back to blogging, I like your outlook on life.