Gone - July 30th 2007

Well, I am back, and not with anything happy to say. I do not know if in an old post I mentioned Harvey. He was my dog and my best friend.

He died a week ago today. He was very ill and weak, and so he has passed on.

The last week has passed in a haze of misery, boredom and a lack of persona to talk to about it. Hence me returing here. Now, I do not intend to go on about it. As I doubt anybody reads this. Especially since it has been 5 months since i last posted.

Whilst my whole family has been pretty cut up about the whole situation. They have had someone to talk to, to cry with and to hug. I do not feel comfortabe enough with anyone (not even the family) to let it all out and get things off my chest. This has greatly effected me, I have avoided the house as much as possible, as every moment spent here is another moment of misery.

This is more than just losing a pet. This is losing the one person (I use person for want of a better word) I could sit down next to, hug, talk to and always brought a smile to my face. I will miss him like brother. 14 years that will be missed

To Harvey, the best dog and friend I ever had. Though his body may have passed, the spirit and the memories will stay with me forever.

Has it really been a month...

Since i last wrote here.

So it would seem, crazy stuff. I dont have much to say. Been working like a trooper for 3 weeks, just started my fourth week.

Its quite boring really, computer and phone and photocopying, everyday, ... but im sure it will seem worth it once i get paid. Yep.

I dont have much else to say, im alive and doing well.
Hoorah.

byee

Job

I got the job! hoorah! i am likely to start next week. superb. whoot whoot

Interview

I got a job interview today. It is tomorow. I hope all goes well and I get the job.

It is just office assistant. But that is good. any kind of job is good to be honest.

Good luck neil!

Happy New Year!

Today is the 1st of janurary. How exciting. Went to the monkey last night in the end, which was good, feared that everyone would drop out. But in the end only Katharine did, which is understandable. I was a bit upset at first, as Gray had said, 'if kat isnt going, im not going'. As there would have only been two of us. But i stuck to my guns, and said 'im going to the monkey, you can come if you want to.' Knowing that he would choose to come over going home to sit on his own.

In the end, i had an enjoyable night. Drank and was merry. Didn't talk to as many strangers as I had hoped. Being with only one person is a challenge, as I like a free reign in clubs, so i can wander off and talk to randoms and such. But because there were only two of us, he followed me everywhere. Like a lost dog. But I still had a good time. Saw Amear (might be spelt wrong), from school too. Hadn't seen him in ages.

New Years Resolutions: Get a job, get fit, find a girlfriend.

Happy New Year Everyone! Hope it is productive, profitable and most importantly, Enjoyable!